Slowly but surely I am learning to trust him again. It is a slow process and many a times we take 3 or 4 steps backwards and start again. And it is very tiring too. Always wondering what he is doing or up to..trying to find answers to missing hours and minutes. Honestly, I sometimes do wonder whether it is all worth while.
But then I think...there is nothing much I can do if he wants to have another episode, right? I cannot be watching his every movement and asking where he is all the time.
So, I guess it is time to let go...and pray there will be no other episodes.
But then I think...there is nothing much I can do if he wants to have another episode, right? I cannot be watching his every movement and asking where he is all the time.
So, I guess it is time to let go...and pray there will be no other episodes.
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