Day Six...

....and its all quiet on the home front. My sister, brother in law, nephew and niece boarded their flight back to Singapore this morning. They were back to celebrate Chinese New Year with us and as much as I love them, it is nice to finally have some peace and quiet in the house again. But it will probably take another day or two to put the house back in order and back to our usual routine. But nonetheless it was nice to have them back for Chinese New Year.

Chinese New Year has been a quiet affair for many years now. Some of the family members have migrated while others have gotten married and now spend their Chinese New Year with the in-laws. I remember last year we had our reunion dinner at Coca Steamboat Restaurant and there were only 3 of us. However I don't think we are alone in this category. I am sure there are many families in similar situations.

The BF is back and I am indeed very happy about it. I have missed spending the holidays with him. Since we got attached, this is the first time we have been apart for this many days. And it would be the same every Chinese New Year. Wouldn't it be nice if he could spend it with me and the family? Alas, wishful thinking. But hey, it's a nice wish.

Sometimes I get the feeling mom knows but she is not saying anything about it... :-)

How Ah?

For the past couple of weeks, I have been hearing a lot of “How Ah?” from colleagues and subordinates. Every time we encounter a problem, all they do is look at me and say “How Ah?”

Wah lau…why am I expected to solve problems each time they arise? And frankly I am getting rather tired of it. Why do people not take the initiative to come up with a solution? And I often wonder why people are so afraid to make decisions? Are they afraid of making the wrong decision and management blames them for it?

But if you don’t make decisions, how would you know whether they are right or wrong? And how would you learn?

Think its time to change policy…from open door to closed door. You with me?

How Lah?

In our industry or any industry for the matter, our suppliers are closely guarded secrets. We take a lot of time searching for ones whom can do the work effectively, efficiently and most importantly using the most economical methods; meaning cheap!

And in many instances, our suppliers give us the upper hand in winning projects from our competitors.

But...sooner or later a client will come along and ask for one particular supplier of yours, for instance a band as they like the band from the previous event you did for them. However, the dilemma is, the event which they want the band to perform in, is not organised by you.

So, do you get the client the band to keep them happy? well, they have been a client for a long time and a major one too.

Or tell the client no as the other event company will then be able to get hold of this band's contact.

How lah?

Interesting?

This is what I saw at the pharmacy today. Was looking around while the BF was paying for some cough drops. It simply just caught my eye.

The box says..

" Designed to bring up to 20 minutes of quivering pleasure to you both!
Contains 1 Play Vibrating Ring and 1 condom.
Can be used with or without a condom.
Easily turned on and off.
Battery included "

Anyone seen this? Better yet, anyone tried it?

Slowly...

Slowly but surely I am learning to trust him again. It is a slow process and many a times we take 3 or 4 steps backwards and start again. And it is very tiring too. Always wondering what he is doing or up to..trying to find answers to missing hours and minutes. Honestly, I sometimes do wonder whether it is all worth while.

But then I think...there is nothing much I can do if he wants to have another episode, right? I cannot be watching his every movement and asking where he is all the time.

So, I guess it is time to let go...and pray there will be no other episodes.

A Good Day...

Tuesday 7th November...it's a good day. After sending out numerous introductory flyers over the past few months, we managed to secure 2 new clients. The projects are not big but its a start. And it certainly helps to see some light at the end of the tunnel...no matter how dim... :-)

Gadgets..

Just saw the new Sony Ericsson W850i and I am so tempted to get it...even though I just changed my mobile phone 4 months ago...*sigh*. And the BF is so nagging me about it...*more sigh*.

I must confess...I love gadgets! From mobile phones to iPods to Playstations to PDAs...I just love them.

Do you?

It Was A Good Trip...I Think

Went to Singapore last weekend. The BF wanted to visit his family in hope of getting some pocket money for our Bangkok trip next week. Yea, we are going to Bangkok next week..yay!

It was a mad rush for the whole week as I had to complete preparations for 3 projects due the following week in order to make time for this trip. And with all clients, they always leave things till the last minute. Many late nights were involved but nevertheless managed to complete most of the work for the trip.

We took a bus. It was my first time and Puduraya is one scary place. Let's just say its not a place I would like to be in again...if possible.

Anyway, we arrived on Friday evening...had dinner and did a little shopping. Since we were staying with respective family members, we decided to head "home" early to spend some time with them. Our usual practise was to sms each other once we reach home...just to let each other know we got home ok. It was 8.30pm when I got to my sister's place and I sms-ed him. It was 11.00pm before I got his. By then, I was very angry.

When he called and I asked him where he went, he told me he went for drinks with a guy he met before, to "settle" things with him as the guy is interested in him and has been pursuing him. Why did he not just tell me?? Instead of leaving me in the dark about where he went. When we started going out, I made it clear he can go out with any of his friends. I am not one to control my BF's movements.

To cut a very long story short, I did a lot of shouting that night and I guess it was not just that night but from the months of keeping it all in. Everything about how I felt just came out in that one night. At that point of time, I was certain I wanted out. I was hurt and disappointed.

I didn't sleep much that night. I was thinking of what to do. And I finally decided to forgive and forget. Afterall, we are all human and we do make mistakes. The important thing is to learn and not repeat the mistake. Everyone deserves a second chance...agreed?

We met the next morning and I told him about my decision. But not before drilling into him how sad and disappointed I was. Tears were streaming down his face and I was getting a little uncomfortable as we were in Starbucks!! People around us must be wondering what was going on.

This is a moment which I will remember for a very long time...we went for lunch after Starbucks. When my meal arrived, I cut some of egg from my meal and put it on his plate. When I looked up, his eyes were filled with tears. He looked at me and whispered.."you so good to me, even after what I have done..I love you".

We are now home in KL. And after this trip, he tells me more than before. Who calls, who he goes out with and where, who sms-es him and etc. Definitely a better sense of security for me.

Was it a good trip? I think it was...don't you? :-)

What Would You Do?

It was a rather quiet afternoon in the office yesterday. So I decided to log in to the chat room as it has been a long time since I last logged in. Not surprisingly, there were quite a few people online but it is always silent in the main room.

Anyway, a private chat window pop up with a casual "hello". Exchanged the usual greetings and introductions before I checked out the photo and profile. It was my friend's boyfriend. Was kinda of surprised to see him in the chat room as he says he doesn't chat online. Anyway, what really shocked me was the next line. Before I could say "hi", its me...he typed "wanna have some chem fun?" That line kinda left me speechless...didn't know what to say. So I said goodbye and logged out.

Ok...here's a short story. They have been together for 6 years now. And my friend has always had suspicions about his BF playing around when he was out of the country. We always tell him that he is imagining things and should trust his BF. Maybe he wasn't imagining things after all.

So, if you found out a friend's BF is playing around, would you tell him? or would you just keep silent?

Aiyo....

3 weeks before our trip to BKK and the army stages a coup?? Aiyo...couldn't they have waited till after my trip. Geez, talk about being inconsiderate...

Horrible...

Just came back from a workout at Cal Fit Mid Valley. This is the first time I went since joining the centre 2 weeks ago. And boy, that place is in serious need of new equipment. Most of the equipment are from Sweat Club days and they are in such a sorry condition. Furthermore they need more weight machines in the free weights area. One Nautilus smith machine ain't gonna cut it babe...geez.

And the shower cubicles...there are tiny! I find it such a tight fit even with my medium frame. I cannot imagine someone with a large or extra large frame having a shower without coming out with bruised knees and elbows. What were they thinking when they built it??

Guess it is Cal Fit Stan Chart from now on...

Spoilt For Choice

For the last few days of last week, I have been spending my lunch hour with a colleague visiting the many fitness centres in KL. Ever since I told him I joined Cal Fit, he wants to join a gym too. Not sure why...maybe it has to do with the fact he is getting married next year, so he needs (hmm..think it more like wants) to look good.

Looking back, KL has certainly come a long way in terms of fitness centres from the good old days when they were called gyms which used to be in a small shop lot above Kedai Kopi Eighty Eight. Small, dingy looking places where guys grunt away, lifting weights with the smell of char kuey teow floating in from downstairs. There are a few surviving ones and slowly but surely following the footsteps of the dinosaur.

Nowadays KL-lites are certainly spoilt for choice when it comes to fitness centres. Each of them trying to woo members with claims of having the latest machines, better facilities and the most affordable membership packages. But after visiting most of the fitness centres in KL, I have concluded most of them offer the same facilities. The compelling factor which swings people would be the membership packages. From low monthly subs to pay one year get one year free. Aren't we spoilt for choice?

And fitness centres now offer much more. Not only can they work out, there are also a plethora of classes from bodypump to yoga to pilates and the firm favourite among the family, step class. It is in this class where the guys outnumber the gals and outperform as well.

But that is another story, eh?.. :-)

Very Different

Followed a friend to California Fitness last weekend as he had a a 10-day pass for me. It was given to members to give to their friends inconjunction with Cal Fit's 10th Anniversary.

It was a bright Saturday afternoon when I stepped in to Cal Fit at Menara Standard Chartered and my, was I..err..amazed?..surprised?..shocked? Don't really know which word to use. It was certainly very different from Clark Hatch where I have been working out for the last 8 months. Firstly, it was the sheer amount of people at the gym. In CH, at off peak hours, you would probably have 5-8 people working out and at peak hours, it would be no more than 30 people. But at CF, it was like Puduraya!

Secondly, it was the amount of "happy" people which got my attention. It seems that 8 out of 10 guys there are from the "happy" family. If you are wondering what "happy" people means...think of another word for happy... :-) They are walking around in the locker room with the towel hanging as low as possible...checking out every guy that walks in. I must admit it was quite intimidating and scary.

Nevertheless, the amount people there...sad or happy...gave the gym, life! It was buzzing with activity, drawing you in and encapsulating you in their world. It was fun and enjoyable working out at CF.

And by Saturday evening...I walked out of Cal Fit...a member. So good bye Clark Hatch and thanks for the great months of helping me workout.

It's Been A While..

Logged in to my blog and realised it has been a while since I last posted an entry. Time passes really fast..so fast, you sometimes wonder what you have done in that time. Sometimes I just sit and think or wonder what I was doing at this time, one year ago. And I can honestly say I do not remember. But how many of you do remember?

I guess that is why many people like to take photographs or keep blogs. It's a way of remembering what we have done, the friends we have made, the places we have been and the list goes on.

Anyway, let's see what I have done since the last post...

1. Busy with new projects...We recently got a project to handle 15 parties at selected locations for 3 months from September onwards. Developing concepts for the parties was challenging but nevertheless much fun.

2. Busy dating...Enough said.

3. Busy with website...Not mine but the company. Doing maintenance work...changing the profile, updating new photographs and so on.

4. Busy planning holiday...We are taking out first trip together...going to Bangkok in October. Should be fun... :-)

5. Busy with new company...Management decided to set up a new company for a new business venture. But before we do, we need to test the market and see the response to what we want to do. So far so good...fingers crossed.

6. Busy with recruitment...Finding good people these days is hard. From experience, what they are able to do is vastly different from what they state in their resume. If you have friends who is looking for a job in sales in the event or advertising industry, drop me note.

Hmmm...I wonder what else? If only I can remember...

How Well?

It was a restful weekend. With my sister's turn to enjoy my parents company, I had the whole house to myself. You see, my parents work on a rotation system, ie. spends 2 months with me, then 2 months with sister and so on. It works great for me as I get to enjoy the comforts of home as well as the privacy of being on my own. Hence, when people ask whether I stay with family, I always reply that they stay with me... :-)

And needless to say, when I have the house to myself, I had a "friend" stay over.

We spent most of the weekend at home except for venturing out for meals. We watched TV, DVDs and just spent time getting to know each other better. Of course, there were plenty of cuddles, hugs and kisses in between. But who is complaining... :-)

So, how well do you need to know a person before you say.."hey, wanna be in a relationship?" and how long would you take before you say..."hey, i know you well enough already"?

Surely when you get to know a person well enough, it may never be more than good friends? And isn't the joys of discovery which keeps the relationship going?

The Best Friend

I have been seeing this guy for about 4 weeks now...and it looks promising. We both enjoy hanging out with each other...going shopping, watching movies and pigging out on yummy food or just sitting and chatting into the night. He has shown me a different side of life which I am completely comfortable with...and happy too. :-)

However I guess in all stories, there has to be a "but"...sigh.

It's the best friend..arrgghh..he is going out with us most of the time. Initially, it was ok but the frequency is getting ridiculous and the novelty is wearing off. I have mentioned this to him and he says he does not want to be seen as un-loyal for forgetting friends once he starts dating. I explain that it is ok for his best friend to hang out with us but not at this frequency!! We go for dinner...he is there, we go for a movie..he is there..we go for drinks or supper..he is there..arragghh.

How lah?

And So I Battled...

Only to be told..." its out of stock sir. The new shipment will only be arriving next week " I knew it...*sigh*

To Battle Or Not To Battle?

Arrgghh...why don't they put phone numbers in the website? I have been searching the Sony Style website for the last 30 minutes trying to find the phone number to the store at The Curve. They give you a 1300 number which tells you that the office is closed. Hello?? I know that. It is Sunday. What I really want to know is the phone number to the store.....arrggh.

I recently bought a new Sony Ericsson mobile which uses the new memory stick micro or m2. The camera shops and electronic gadget shops are selling the 512MB for RM250.00 whereas Sony Style is selling it at only RM189.00. However it is out of stock in KLCC and Times Square. The only other is at The Curve.

So, I figured...let's give them a call to find out if they have the stock before I battle Sunday traffic of family outings to get it. But alas...no freaking phone nunber at the website. Why do they put every little information imaginable but not the phone number??

And Citibank Called...

" Good evening, this is xxx from Citibank and we would like verify a recent transaction ". Yup, that was the call I received on Thursday evening shortly after leaving Zara in KLCC. I must say that I am quite impressed with the monitoring Citibank does, of large transactions. After all, I did spend RM 2,448.10 in Zara at one go. And no, the stuff I bought was not for me except for maybe two shirts...hehe.

A client of mine recently promoted a manager within the ranks to be a spokesperson for the company and decided to seek the assistance of yours truly to groom this person. And so, we went shopping for new spectacles, a 3-step daily facial products, shoes and of course clothes. And since I am a fan of Zara, that is where we ended up.

Here, we are pulling a range of shirts, pants and suits for this man to try. And nothing seems to work. And I tell the client, its not the clothes, its the torso. I tell you, this man does not have a proportioned torso. Or maybe its because he pulls his pants to high up. Which leaves the body looking kinda short and very long legs. And an extended waist line does not help the matter.

Anyway, after 2 hours in Zara and 4 sales people attending to us (kinda glam huh?), we were finally done. Am no magician but I am definitely happy with the choices. After all I am doing what I do best...spending other people's money by shopping.

Now, let's just hope this man is able to maintain the look we created...sigh!

What's Round The Corner?

It finally happened last night. We had a good chat about the current situation and decided it was best we moved on. After all, I am not going to re-locate and neither is he coming back.

Well, that's the end of another chapter in my story. It was a rather long chapter though and definitely one which I will remember for a long time. We had our ups and downs but overall it was a good.

Now I wonder what awaits me round the corner......